Looking around me I find so many ruled
by one emotion and one fear.
They are expecting conflict but can't feel,
and when they do feel, cannot defend themselves.
What is it that rules them,
is it just past deeds and experiences,
or just bad luck, and I have given up.
Maybe the testosterone is just too much.
We see either this or that,
but noone knows that this goes with that.
Parts of a whole that just don't know their place
cause us to be confused and just in space.
Will my ability to defend
be compatible with my ability to feel.
Can I listen and be empathetic
while being strong and unafraid.
I see the parts and know they fit a whole,
but will they work together in my soul.
I found once upon a time that
this and that can be one.
Damien Daville